Friday, September 30
yesterday was mama's birthday so i came back early. i waited till 7 and no one comes home. so i quickly went fer my shower which normally take 45 mins. but duno yesterday wot happen to miie.. i feel some one or something lookin at miie from a certain corner.. so i gort real scared...
so i shampoo my haiir.. wash the shampoo off and den applied conditioner and proceed to a bubble bath. den whn i was rubbing my back. i heard a TIK sound.. i dun even dare to turn around and see wot happen lorr.. so i stood dere looking into the mirror. den i feel the water below miie was so cold. den i turn to found out tat the heater spoilt liao.. tat means.. i'm must bathe in cold water. COLD WATER! omg. a nightmare fer miie lorr.. miie, zhenying, never ever bathe without heater except fer sec 3 camp. but in camp i smart.. i bathe in the morning. =) den even if i go swimming horr.. bathe also put 20cents fer hot water der lorr.. i can't bathe in cold water.. even the weather outside is 35 degrees.. i still must bathe in hot water.
so.. poor miiie.. i slowly slowly.. inch by inch.. area by area.. i wet myself with cold water.. i was shivering lorr.. i hold on to my screams.. i dun wan my neighbours come knocking onto my door and ask hu was killed. =X summore.. no one was at home. at last.. i finish bathing.. but i took 1 hr plus plus. lol.. den after tat.. my whole family including roger..(my jie de stead) went fer dinner cum celebration fer my mummy.. we order alot of food. we had asam fish head.. stir fry vegetable with seafood.. tie ban tou fu.. prawn paste chicken.. and the nicest.. calamari rings tempura with a special orangy sauce.. oh ya.. papa ordered oh lua.. but prawn version.. prawn with egg with some flour or wot so eva... but it was shoo nice lorr.. we 5 ppl go eat.. without drinks.. oni 50 dollars lorr.. shoo cheap.. summore the portion quite big lorr.. nice nice.. next time muz ask papa bring miie go eat again..=D
today.. i quarrel with him again.. haiis.. duno cried how mani times in class.. sadded. we didn't talk fer almost 7 hrs.. haiis.. he even fell with the fan whn he tried to jump over the wire. stupid! lols. den after skool.. we sat down and talk.. the climax is.. he hugged miie tight tight in his arms and he cried with miie.. omg! tat moment.. tat minute.. lyk everything has stopped fer tat special moment.. hehes.. =] we made alot of promises to each other, talk tru alot of things and promise nort to keep secrets from each other.. hope we wun quarrel again bahs. i wish i wish.. =)
lols.. i suddenly miss sec 3 camp. i miss everything dere althought i've been dere twice. i reali miss dere.. i miss the food (although abit yucky)... i miss those games.. i miss those times.. and i miss eugene! lols.. jk jk.. i miss taufik more.. he rocks lorr.. i miss those times when we sit in a corner with taufik sharing our curry puff with milo drink. =) i remember tat time high element.. i dun even dare to cross the tree trunk.. while i'm crying on top.. he was the one hu scream at miie and ask miie nort to give up. he is a good instructor. at first.. when i noe we kanna a malay guy.. i was so dissapointed.. cuz i feel tat malay instructor sure always be with the malay der.. but in the end.. he's beri close to us. different races. he was the oni instructor dere hu helped to wash the pots and pan and stuffs when we were on duty tat day. and he always let us first when we queued fer our meals.. i miishh him and his watermelon aka fruit song. he's nort strict.. he's nort fierce.. he rocks my world.. part of my good memories.. too bad camp cannot bring camera go.. haiis.. maybe i shld ask eugene send miie those photos den i post here lorr.. hehes.. hao ma?
i'm love sick. =(
i'm camp sick. =X
so i shampoo my haiir.. wash the shampoo off and den applied conditioner and proceed to a bubble bath. den whn i was rubbing my back. i heard a TIK sound.. i dun even dare to turn around and see wot happen lorr.. so i stood dere looking into the mirror. den i feel the water below miie was so cold. den i turn to found out tat the heater spoilt liao.. tat means.. i'm must bathe in cold water. COLD WATER! omg. a nightmare fer miie lorr.. miie, zhenying, never ever bathe without heater except fer sec 3 camp. but in camp i smart.. i bathe in the morning. =) den even if i go swimming horr.. bathe also put 20cents fer hot water der lorr.. i can't bathe in cold water.. even the weather outside is 35 degrees.. i still must bathe in hot water.
so.. poor miiie.. i slowly slowly.. inch by inch.. area by area.. i wet myself with cold water.. i was shivering lorr.. i hold on to my screams.. i dun wan my neighbours come knocking onto my door and ask hu was killed. =X summore.. no one was at home. at last.. i finish bathing.. but i took 1 hr plus plus. lol.. den after tat.. my whole family including roger..(my jie de stead) went fer dinner cum celebration fer my mummy.. we order alot of food. we had asam fish head.. stir fry vegetable with seafood.. tie ban tou fu.. prawn paste chicken.. and the nicest.. calamari rings tempura with a special orangy sauce.. oh ya.. papa ordered oh lua.. but prawn version.. prawn with egg with some flour or wot so eva... but it was shoo nice lorr.. we 5 ppl go eat.. without drinks.. oni 50 dollars lorr.. shoo cheap.. summore the portion quite big lorr.. nice nice.. next time muz ask papa bring miie go eat again..=D
today.. i quarrel with him again.. haiis.. duno cried how mani times in class.. sadded. we didn't talk fer almost 7 hrs.. haiis.. he even fell with the fan whn he tried to jump over the wire. stupid! lols. den after skool.. we sat down and talk.. the climax is.. he hugged miie tight tight in his arms and he cried with miie.. omg! tat moment.. tat minute.. lyk everything has stopped fer tat special moment.. hehes.. =] we made alot of promises to each other, talk tru alot of things and promise nort to keep secrets from each other.. hope we wun quarrel again bahs. i wish i wish.. =)
lols.. i suddenly miss sec 3 camp. i miss everything dere althought i've been dere twice. i reali miss dere.. i miss the food (although abit yucky)... i miss those games.. i miss those times.. and i miss eugene! lols.. jk jk.. i miss taufik more.. he rocks lorr.. i miss those times when we sit in a corner with taufik sharing our curry puff with milo drink. =) i remember tat time high element.. i dun even dare to cross the tree trunk.. while i'm crying on top.. he was the one hu scream at miie and ask miie nort to give up. he is a good instructor. at first.. when i noe we kanna a malay guy.. i was so dissapointed.. cuz i feel tat malay instructor sure always be with the malay der.. but in the end.. he's beri close to us. different races. he was the oni instructor dere hu helped to wash the pots and pan and stuffs when we were on duty tat day. and he always let us first when we queued fer our meals.. i miishh him and his watermelon aka fruit song. he's nort strict.. he's nort fierce.. he rocks my world.. part of my good memories.. too bad camp cannot bring camera go.. haiis.. maybe i shld ask eugene send miie those photos den i post here lorr.. hehes.. hao ma?
i'm love sick. =(
i'm camp sick. =X
what we could have been, 9/30/2005 07:31:00 PM.
Tuesday, September 27
a blog entry fer yesterday and today. =))
yesterday.
i did a stupid thing. indeed stupid. lol. i went inter fer xiao wan mian with shiya, glenn and dear. den we went watson beauty. i lurrve goin watson. the sales gurls dere doesn't look at us lyk some shop-lifter lyk how other shops look at students.. dey let us test on anithing we wan and doesn't bother abt us.. *shiok* so shiya tried on the 2-way mascara. den she wan miie to try. and she drew it fer miie.. shoo ichy lorr.. den we left the shop and proceed home.
den when i reach home. i went crazy. since i already put on mascara. i decided to sort of lyk put on some "make-up"..? lols. and i took photos of myself.
yesterday.
i did a stupid thing. indeed stupid. lol. i went inter fer xiao wan mian with shiya, glenn and dear. den we went watson beauty. i lurrve goin watson. the sales gurls dere doesn't look at us lyk some shop-lifter lyk how other shops look at students.. dey let us test on anithing we wan and doesn't bother abt us.. *shiok* so shiya tried on the 2-way mascara. den she wan miie to try. and she drew it fer miie.. shoo ichy lorr.. den we left the shop and proceed home.
den when i reach home. i went crazy. since i already put on mascara. i decided to sort of lyk put on some "make-up"..? lols. and i took photos of myself.
before: tis is miie before make up. shoo ugly. lols. i look shoo hagged. so old... =X
[fer ppl hu hates miie.. go ahead and sae i'm ugly. sae i sucks. go ahead. so wot if i'm ugly. so wot if i clip up my haiir and look botak? i dun gib a damn.]
after: actually.. nort much different. i juz put on some powder den abit blusher. lol. nort much different larr.. but i find myself much more prettier. hehes.. wee-you-weet. 
and i took photos.. =D hehes.. looks nice nehs.. the first pic i nealy zhao geng lorr.. den second pic i duno looking where whn i took the photo. hehes. i gort dimple! dimple dimple dimple. 
look at my eyes. eye lash shoo long. all thanx to maybelline 2-way mascara! hehes.
den whn i was lying on the table when i accidently press the camera button. and it came out quite nice bahs.
oh ya.. den i gort so crazy tat i paint my nails brownish silver! hehes. i sot sot liao..
i super like tis 2 pics lorr.. omg omg. the first one although i was nort looking at the cam. but nice lorrr.. den the second one.. althought i smile lyk so fake.. but abit attitude plus i love my eyes soo much lorr.. omg omg.
and i edditted one of the photos.. but blogger lyk lag.. cannot post. nvm. i'll post it tml. =D
today.
miie.. shiya.. dear.. glenn went tampines fer lunch.. den meet jie jie den go walk walk.. den reach home at 5.45 den planned to study. in the end.. i fell asleep whn i was high lighting my geo textbook! lols. den i crawled to my bed fer a nap. but a nap turned out to be a 3 hrs sleep. =pPp lol.
oh ya.. today dear doesn't look so happi.. like keeping something from miie like tat.. i dunno i duno.. hais.. i dunno wot's wrong with him. he juz wun tell miie. juz can feel the unhappiness from him.. =(
what we could have been, 9/27/2005 11:02:00 PM.
Monday, September 26
okay. i'm watching tian guo de jie ti nw.. omg! super nice show. i'm looking fer the theme song.. anione has? tat show shoo touching lorr. okay. it's abit naggy.. but nice lorr..
okay. i juz sae sumting abt today.. i went library with dear.. den i feel abit funny funny. den i go toilet check. ho seh arhs. i kanna av. =X den i go NTUC to buy kotex style alone lorr. cuz i dun wan dear to come with miie. or else no table and chair to sit whn we come back. haiis.. super unlucky.
shit. i damn lazy lorr. i wanted to upload photos into blogger der. but i super lazy. i wanna go slp liao. super duper tired. i promise i will upload latest tis week? i gotta pei my dear le.. i promise him liao. sorriie guys. buais. =)
okay. i juz sae sumting abt today.. i went library with dear.. den i feel abit funny funny. den i go toilet check. ho seh arhs. i kanna av. =X den i go NTUC to buy kotex style alone lorr. cuz i dun wan dear to come with miie. or else no table and chair to sit whn we come back. haiis.. super unlucky.
shit. i damn lazy lorr. i wanted to upload photos into blogger der. but i super lazy. i wanna go slp liao. super duper tired. i promise i will upload latest tis week? i gotta pei my dear le.. i promise him liao. sorriie guys. buais. =)
what we could have been, 9/26/2005 10:48:00 PM.
Thursday, September 22
nothing happen much nowadays.. i dun even hab time fer slping.. dun even talk abt blogging everyday. lol. erms.. let miie recall. yesterday i juz went inter with dear den we go pasa malam to buy food. *drools* den some idiots called to spoil my mood.. (yiming sorriie.. i wasn't refering to euu..) and i juz scolded dem back w/o thinking ani concequences.. lols. i dun gib a damn. [still call miie pig summore.. nvm. pigs r cute. nort lyk euu all. *yesterday's food came out*] den today went pizza hut with amelia.. pingy.. and dear.. lols. tat mango fizz was shoo nice.. super nice.. 5 starrs.. hehes. den after tat juz went fer training lorr.. nth much..
oh ya.. tat time vivien's birthday pics.. at last nataline send miie.. hehes.. =D
miie. the birthday gurl;vivien. gal. and nataline. black white black white. =X
gurls of 2E2. tis is when i knock my leg against tat wooden chair and ended up with a big big blue-black. =(
ladies nite. =) hehes. tat blue signboard's chicken wing was heveanly. omg. full marks!
of cuz.. as a zi lian kuang, i hab to do my job and i did it!
pingy wore my shirt. she drag miie to take tis photo.. she wanted a full body pic. i look fat. ( '.' )
2 boring gurls called by the name zhenying and liping was so lame tat dey took photos of their shoes! okay. tats my leg.
miie and shiya.. we lyk wearing the same shorts. tat shorts belong to pingy and we didn't plan to wear the same. it's juz pure coincidentally.
pingy and weilik. duno y.. i juz feel lyk putting tis pic.. pingy so xin fu der face. so loving. *xian mu norh*
food food food and food. lols.. we ate finish our food den we tot of taking photos.. so tat plate of satay is boy's table der..
look at the mess we've done. lols. we ate alot tat nite. food were fabulous. i couldn't resist. *licking my lips in a hungrily look*
i tied my hair lyk tat thru out the whole nite. my hair was so golden. i love tieing my hair lyk tat.. my fren said beri style. will mehs? i'm juz loving it. =D
i must stop blogging nw.. juon is starting.. i dun wanna miss a thing.
oh ya.. tat time vivien's birthday pics.. at last nataline send miie.. hehes.. =D
miie. the birthday gurl;vivien. gal. and nataline. black white black white. =X
gurls of 2E2. tis is when i knock my leg against tat wooden chair and ended up with a big big blue-black. =(
ladies nite. =) hehes. tat blue signboard's chicken wing was heveanly. omg. full marks!
of cuz.. as a zi lian kuang, i hab to do my job and i did it!
pingy wore my shirt. she drag miie to take tis photo.. she wanted a full body pic. i look fat. ( '.' )
2 boring gurls called by the name zhenying and liping was so lame tat dey took photos of their shoes! okay. tats my leg.
miie and shiya.. we lyk wearing the same shorts. tat shorts belong to pingy and we didn't plan to wear the same. it's juz pure coincidentally.
pingy and weilik. duno y.. i juz feel lyk putting tis pic.. pingy so xin fu der face. so loving. *xian mu norh*
food food food and food. lols.. we ate finish our food den we tot of taking photos.. so tat plate of satay is boy's table der..
look at the mess we've done. lols. we ate alot tat nite. food were fabulous. i couldn't resist. *licking my lips in a hungrily look*
i tied my hair lyk tat thru out the whole nite. my hair was so golden. i love tieing my hair lyk tat.. my fren said beri style. will mehs? i'm juz loving it. =Di must stop blogging nw.. juon is starting.. i dun wanna miss a thing.
what we could have been, 9/22/2005 11:41:00 PM.
Tuesday, September 20
okay. i'm lazy. totally lazy.
duno how mani days nv write blog lorr.. even my my readers also asking miie y i nv blog.. hehes.. aiya.. exams coming lerr ma.. den no time to write lorr.. den also lazy. everydae so tired.. no energy to type.. *shruggs*
okay.. today. i had my oral after skool and i have a prediction tat i'm going to fail. i didn't talk much and i heard tat teacher wasn't tat friendly. i knew all the questions before hand but i still didn't even noe wot to say.. (am i stupid?) haiis. den after tat.. we went dear's hse to watch wet dreams.. lols.. nort tat interesting larr.. but abit funny. den i reach home at 7.15 whn jie and papa wasn't in a beri good mood. i asked dem y and i found out tat.........
some bastards living upstairs miie borrowed loansharks.. den nv return money.. den loan sharks came to spray some graffiti on the walls.. blah blah.. and it's nort the first time. omg! i'm suffering from depression.. too mani words on the wall. cuz today morning.. miie and my papa already saw vandalism on the lift's door.. on both lifts. dey wrote.. "#11-165. O $ P $" in black crayon? (lols. loan sharks uses crayon. maybe next time dey will use colour pencil instead.. den draw ang kong. =X)
okay. back to main point. so dey wrote alot of things on the wall. den from 7th - 10th floor.. the words changed.. instead of "#11-165 O $ P $" it was "#10-165 O $ P $".. wtf lorr.. #10-165 was my unit! spoil our family der reputation.. arhbish.. anihow write our address.. den papa was so angry.. papa called the loan sharks (dey left their number dere) den dey sae tat bastard staying above miie wrote 10-165. wth.. den papa told the loan sharks nort us.. is 11-165. den the loan sharks lyk feels sorry den lyk sae dey noe liao.. wun write 10-165 liaos.. (loan sharks has a heart thou.. =] ) den papa and jie went upstairs to confront dem.. den dey told miie sae their door and floor all splashed with red paint.. (cool lorr.. wee-you-weet! ) den tat bastard's wife said her beloved husband wasn't home. den papa told her abt the graffiti.. she said "go report police lorr.." in a yaya papaya way lorr.. shit her larr. so papa nort scared.. he go report police.. jie took photo summore. hahas.. =D den after tat we saw tat bastard.. papa confront him abt it.. he said.. "no such things" in chinese.. actually it's nth der..it's juz tat papa was afraid tat loan shark come our hse splash red paint.. den lyk beri ma fan all tis.. den papa paste the police report with tat bastard's correct address on a cardboard and paste it outside my hse. hope loan sharks hab eyes..
oh ya.. tat bastard borrow 20 dollars from papa b4.. and he hasn't pay up yet. even the shops nearby also complaint to daddy tat he bought stuffs from dem and didn't pay dem the money back.
tat bastard sarks. can he pay back those money to either the shop keepers or the loan sharks? omg.. i'm living in fear.. i scared 1 day my hse kanna vandalise.. wo pa pa~~
duno how mani days nv write blog lorr.. even my my readers also asking miie y i nv blog.. hehes.. aiya.. exams coming lerr ma.. den no time to write lorr.. den also lazy. everydae so tired.. no energy to type.. *shruggs*
okay.. today. i had my oral after skool and i have a prediction tat i'm going to fail. i didn't talk much and i heard tat teacher wasn't tat friendly. i knew all the questions before hand but i still didn't even noe wot to say.. (am i stupid?) haiis. den after tat.. we went dear's hse to watch wet dreams.. lols.. nort tat interesting larr.. but abit funny. den i reach home at 7.15 whn jie and papa wasn't in a beri good mood. i asked dem y and i found out tat.........
some bastards living upstairs miie borrowed loansharks.. den nv return money.. den loan sharks came to spray some graffiti on the walls.. blah blah.. and it's nort the first time. omg! i'm suffering from depression.. too mani words on the wall. cuz today morning.. miie and my papa already saw vandalism on the lift's door.. on both lifts. dey wrote.. "#11-165. O $ P $" in black crayon? (lols. loan sharks uses crayon. maybe next time dey will use colour pencil instead.. den draw ang kong. =X)
okay. back to main point. so dey wrote alot of things on the wall. den from 7th - 10th floor.. the words changed.. instead of "#11-165 O $ P $" it was "#10-165 O $ P $".. wtf lorr.. #10-165 was my unit! spoil our family der reputation.. arhbish.. anihow write our address.. den papa was so angry.. papa called the loan sharks (dey left their number dere) den dey sae tat bastard staying above miie wrote 10-165. wth.. den papa told the loan sharks nort us.. is 11-165. den the loan sharks lyk feels sorry den lyk sae dey noe liao.. wun write 10-165 liaos.. (loan sharks has a heart thou.. =] ) den papa and jie went upstairs to confront dem.. den dey told miie sae their door and floor all splashed with red paint.. (cool lorr.. wee-you-weet! ) den tat bastard's wife said her beloved husband wasn't home. den papa told her abt the graffiti.. she said "go report police lorr.." in a yaya papaya way lorr.. shit her larr. so papa nort scared.. he go report police.. jie took photo summore. hahas.. =D den after tat we saw tat bastard.. papa confront him abt it.. he said.. "no such things" in chinese.. actually it's nth der..it's juz tat papa was afraid tat loan shark come our hse splash red paint.. den lyk beri ma fan all tis.. den papa paste the police report with tat bastard's correct address on a cardboard and paste it outside my hse. hope loan sharks hab eyes..
oh ya.. tat bastard borrow 20 dollars from papa b4.. and he hasn't pay up yet. even the shops nearby also complaint to daddy tat he bought stuffs from dem and didn't pay dem the money back. tat bastard sarks. can he pay back those money to either the shop keepers or the loan sharks? omg.. i'm living in fear.. i scared 1 day my hse kanna vandalise.. wo pa pa~~
what we could have been, 9/20/2005 10:27:00 PM.
Thursday, September 15
tat day bball gurls went seoul garden fer lunch.. den after tat we go take neo print. i promised to blog it out... NAH! fer euu guys.
can euu c mua nails? black dots. i juz <3>
miie and pingy shoo cute.. nort even duii diao - ing the machine lorr.. oni shu peng, jasmine and amelia took it shoo serious.. shu peng shoo fierce.. =X 
arhbiishh der pic lorr.. poor amelia.. kanna punched by everyone.. =pPp
today.. nothing much.. i had to reach home early to pei my ah ma.. so i reach home early.. maybe around 4? lol. when i reach home, my ah ma already went down my auntie's hse liao. too bad.. =pPp den i went fer a nap from 5.30 to 8. lol lorr. den i come online but he's nort online.. den i talk to wee yang.. den i started browsing thru frenster.. new format wors.. hehes. i tink i need time to digest the new format.. so.. i went weeyang's page and i saw some one der page..
can euu c mua nails? black dots. i juz <3>
miie and pingy shoo cute.. nort even duii diao - ing the machine lorr.. oni shu peng, jasmine and amelia took it shoo serious.. shu peng shoo fierce.. =X 
arhbiishh der pic lorr.. poor amelia.. kanna punched by everyone.. =pPptoday.. nothing much.. i had to reach home early to pei my ah ma.. so i reach home early.. maybe around 4? lol. when i reach home, my ah ma already went down my auntie's hse liao. too bad.. =pPp den i went fer a nap from 5.30 to 8. lol lorr. den i come online but he's nort online.. den i talk to wee yang.. den i started browsing thru frenster.. new format wors.. hehes. i tink i need time to digest the new format.. so.. i went weeyang's page and i saw some one der page..
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=18809177
omg.. SHE HAS A FRENSTER! lols. i'm so bad. she sarks okay? bu yao lian.. i juz hate her.. nort oni miie.. in fact.. lots of ppl hated her.. she's nort as pretty as an angel.. as cute as a devil.. she juz sucks. bth lorr.. go around flirting with guys oni.. slap her larr.. ani way horr.. some one.. too bad lorr.. kanna disown by so mani god bros.. or-bi-good.. give attitude larr.. den kanna disown.. omg.. wanna give attitude. muz like miie.. release and gib at a correct time.. still claims herself as a attitude gurl.. duno she or miie more attitude lorr.. siam larr..
aiya.. in conclusion.. la ji tong is even prettier than her.. she cannort even be compare with a rubbish.. she just sucks larr..
what we could have been, 9/15/2005 10:40:00 PM.
Monday, September 12
lols.. f&n class nw.. -BORED-
came to com lab.. den florence told us a very very bad news.. which is.. we hab to pass up the coursework latest by tml.. OMG! wo de tian arhs.. wot a rush lorr.. den bo bian.. everybody rushing out nw.. but i going to do it tonite. so i came to blog first.. x] cuz tis computer couldn't even download the document from my email. lousy.
i juz read thru xiaxue's blog.. www.xiaxue.blospot.com ..she rocks lorr.. i've been reading her blog since starting of the yr.. my jie was talking abt her and i find her blog interesting. i reali adore her.. she say everyting tat is on her mind. she dun even cares wot other ppl tinks.. wotever she finds it right. she will do it / sae it out. so straight forward lorr. but on the other hand.. there is a bunch of idiots hu hated her.. i dun find her wrong. it's her own blog and wot ever she wans to sae.. it's her rights. she is reali my idol. i hugged the advertisement which has her photo on it outside my skool bus-stop. =X i hate to c ppl hu hated her write bad comments abt her or to her.
if euu guys dun like her or dun like the way she write her blog. den *uck off. euu all can choose nort to read. y muz euu all read and gib her such comments? she doesn't need ppl lyk euu all to read her blog. gibing her comments abt the design of her blog is okay. but nort disagree-ing with wot she blog. or even giving bad comments on wot she blog. WTF.
so wot if she photoshops her pics? photoshop can't do much. she is also nort a ugly freak wot.. and so wot if she applies make-ups? make-up is to help a person to bring herself out. making her look nicer.
heng she is those tat wun be defeated by those obstacles.. after a while.. she'll be back. i believe.. she is a strong gal ya? =)
xiaxue.. i'll always support euu! jiayou jiayou! wo ting nii okay? go ahead and blog on wotever euu wan. never b afraid of those irrating comments.. you'll still hab ppl like miie hu loves ur blog. trust miie.
came to com lab.. den florence told us a very very bad news.. which is.. we hab to pass up the coursework latest by tml.. OMG! wo de tian arhs.. wot a rush lorr.. den bo bian.. everybody rushing out nw.. but i going to do it tonite. so i came to blog first.. x] cuz tis computer couldn't even download the document from my email. lousy.
i juz read thru xiaxue's blog.. www.xiaxue.blospot.com ..she rocks lorr.. i've been reading her blog since starting of the yr.. my jie was talking abt her and i find her blog interesting. i reali adore her.. she say everyting tat is on her mind. she dun even cares wot other ppl tinks.. wotever she finds it right. she will do it / sae it out. so straight forward lorr. but on the other hand.. there is a bunch of idiots hu hated her.. i dun find her wrong. it's her own blog and wot ever she wans to sae.. it's her rights. she is reali my idol. i hugged the advertisement which has her photo on it outside my skool bus-stop. =X i hate to c ppl hu hated her write bad comments abt her or to her.
if euu guys dun like her or dun like the way she write her blog. den *uck off. euu all can choose nort to read. y muz euu all read and gib her such comments? she doesn't need ppl lyk euu all to read her blog. gibing her comments abt the design of her blog is okay. but nort disagree-ing with wot she blog. or even giving bad comments on wot she blog. WTF.
so wot if she photoshops her pics? photoshop can't do much. she is also nort a ugly freak wot.. and so wot if she applies make-ups? make-up is to help a person to bring herself out. making her look nicer.
heng she is those tat wun be defeated by those obstacles.. after a while.. she'll be back. i believe.. she is a strong gal ya? =)
xiaxue.. i'll always support euu! jiayou jiayou! wo ting nii okay? go ahead and blog on wotever euu wan. never b afraid of those irrating comments.. you'll still hab ppl like miie hu loves ur blog. trust miie.
what we could have been, 9/12/2005 12:50:00 PM.
Sunday, September 11
today is bibi's birthday.. after tution.. i bought a chocolate cake fer him. den we go buy unblowable candles.. which is no matter how mani times euu blow.. the candle will light back itself.. hahas.. den we go buy.. den go playground celebrate.. lols.. so much fun.. den after tat... my mama wanna meet miie at expo hall 5.. den he sae he bringing miie go.. den we go lorr.. den when we are outside hall 5.. i sms-ed mama sae i'm with a fren.. ask whether can bring HIM in anot.. den mama called miie and lyk agreed to it lorr.. so i brought him in.. lols.. mama didn't sae anithing.. so we continued strolling in the hall den went to hall 6 fer halal food fair.. den eat alot of tings.. den ate tako pachi ball! hahas.. craving fer it.. but nort nice der.. i prefer century der.. but.. bugis and orchard one is the BEST! =)
den we went tampines mall.. den he pei miie and mama go ntuc buy groceries.. den hor.. normally.. mama oni take basket.. but today.. she pushed a trolley! miracle worrs.. hahas.. den after tat we went shop&save at century.. den he said he hab to go meet mama at swensens fer dinner cuz it's his birthday today~ so miie and mama proceed to shop&save.. den hors.. tis time.. w/o him.. mama nv use trolley lorr.. she took a basket.. pian xin der~~!! lols.. den 10 mins later.. he called and say swensens alot ppl.. so his mama decided to go jack's place.. (which is juz beside shop&save..) den he brought mama into shop&save.. shit him.. den walk past miie summore.. den his mama saw miie.. den she waved at miie..! omg. hahas..
today.. a special day fer us.. he went out with my mom and i saw his mom.. lols.. smiles.. happi nehs..
den we went tampines mall.. den he pei miie and mama go ntuc buy groceries.. den hor.. normally.. mama oni take basket.. but today.. she pushed a trolley! miracle worrs.. hahas.. den after tat we went shop&save at century.. den he said he hab to go meet mama at swensens fer dinner cuz it's his birthday today~ so miie and mama proceed to shop&save.. den hors.. tis time.. w/o him.. mama nv use trolley lorr.. she took a basket.. pian xin der~~!! lols.. den 10 mins later.. he called and say swensens alot ppl.. so his mama decided to go jack's place.. (which is juz beside shop&save..) den he brought mama into shop&save.. shit him.. den walk past miie summore.. den his mama saw miie.. den she waved at miie..! omg. hahas..
today.. a special day fer us.. he went out with my mom and i saw his mom.. lols.. smiles.. happi nehs..
what we could have been, 9/11/2005 10:35:00 PM.
i bought my polo tee.. whoohoo! at last.. i bought black while pingy bought white.. bought different colour so tat can exchange mars.. hahas.. of cuz.. i took photo.. ;]
i was tinking wot shld i wear it with? skirt? shorts? hehes.. duno lehs.. c first lorr..
my fav list of clothings! OMG! all my favourites lorr.. hehes.. i <3>
aniway.. today is bibi's birthday nehs.. hehes.. too bad i cannot celebrate it with him.. hais.. everybody is at his hse nw.. so good.. i can't even go out.. sorriie dear.. lastly.. wanna wish euu.. happi birthday nehs!! <3 euu.. =)
i was tinking wot shld i wear it with? skirt? shorts? hehes.. duno lehs.. c first lorr..my fav list of clothings! OMG! all my favourites lorr.. hehes.. i <3>aniway.. today is bibi's birthday nehs.. hehes.. too bad i cannot celebrate it with him.. hais.. everybody is at his hse nw.. so good.. i can't even go out.. sorriie dear.. lastly.. wanna wish euu.. happi birthday nehs!! <3 euu.. =)
what we could have been, 9/11/2005 02:16:00 AM.
Friday, September 9
things will never b the same w/o euu.
i know wot i did will disappoint some peers.. i'm sorry. but nothing seems to ease my pain. crying? i hab done tat. maybe tis method will bring off a lil of my pain. sorry to those i disappointed. dui bu qi.
what we could have been, 9/09/2005 04:31:00 PM.
haiis.. euu came online.. saw ur nick and my tears went flowing down. maybe wot rene sae was right bahs.. ppl reading it may tink in a negative way. but.. haiis.. i duno how to explain. i didn't mean wot ppl outside tink. i wanted to let euu go but do euu tink i wished fer? euu tink i will she de? i cried from 12 - 1.30 last nite. euu didn't noe. even whn euu were talking to miie, euu also didn't notice tat i was crying. i didn't wanna meet to today fer lunch also b'cuz tat my eyes were swallon.. euu can ask bball gurls.. haiis.. i dun tink euu will listen to my explainations bahs.. duiii bu qi.
-cries-
-cries-
what we could have been, 9/09/2005 03:19:00 PM.
Thursday, September 8
euu r so confused abt wot i'm tinking bahs.. i'm gonna sae all tings out.
haiis.. after much tots.. i decided to blog an entry instead of writting a letter to him. i doubt he will read it bahs.. it's nw up to fate to decide whether he will c my blog anot.. haiis..
it has been a week lerr bahs.. we didn't talk much during tis week. we didn't meet. we all lead our own lives. although on the surface, we r still a pair. but euu shld noe deep inside us, it's another different story. we both changed. we r no longer the same person. maybe nort euu, but fer miie.. i found another miie.
*cries* ='[
maybe euu r tired lerr bahs? euu seems tired with miie, tired with miie controlling euu. tired of trying so hard to follow my footsteps. tired of ur past 4 month's life with miie. life
of giving in to miie, life of being controlled and tied down. rite? maybe to euu, i'm juz a routine. a daily routine. the tone of ur "good nite, sweet dreams, slp tight tight, i love euu, muacks" is so monotone. it became ur daily routine. euu r so used to saying it tat it doesn't make a diffference if euu r saying it 1 more time.
actually. euu r a nice guy. i'm fortunate enuff to met euu. fortunate enuff to hab euu as my stead. my girl-friends r so jealous of miie. euu gave in to miie all times. bought stuffs which i wanted. trying so hard to cheer miie up everytime i had bad mood. bear up with miie whenever i vent my anger or even gave euu attitude. hais.. euu r so perfect to miie. euu told miie euu tried so hard to be my best stead. the best stead which i will nv forget. but euu said euu didn't manage to do it. euu r a failure. but.. it isn't tat way. to miie.. euu r already the best. none of my ex treated miie tis way. none.
but wot i wan isn't all tis. i need freedom. juz purely freedom. sometimes, i wanna meet up some guy fren. or i wanna talk to a fren hu is a boii.. i dun dare to tell euu.. i'm afraid tat euu will get jealous. it's nort wrong to hab fren hu is from another gender. its fine fer miie. euu noe it. but i dun tink euu will agree to it. haiis.. i dun wan euu to sort of lyk "tag" with miie all times. i hab my own world to live in. my own time to spare. my own frens to b with. but mean while, i need the company of euu. but it's juz tat after being with euu. i lost track of my own stuffs. euu understand?
today is the 8th.. 3 more days to ur birthday.. i dun tink euu gonna invite miie to celebrate it with euu bahs? hais.. nvm den. wish euu a happi birthday.. dun worry, i wun forget ur gift. but maybe it's gonna b a be-lated one. sorriie.. after blogging tis entry. i'm nort sure whether we'll be together again. i hope so bahs. things changed too fast within tis week. i couldn't cope with it. i tink things gonna end it a sad way. haiis.. maybe it's time fer miie to let euu off ler bahs. let euu off to find ur own life.. without miie controlling euu.. without miie buzzing around euu all times. shld i? haiis.. seems tat euu r happi with ur new life in tis week. maybe w/o miie.. euu will be happier? maybe.
*sighs*
haiis.. after much tots.. i decided to blog an entry instead of writting a letter to him. i doubt he will read it bahs.. it's nw up to fate to decide whether he will c my blog anot.. haiis..
it has been a week lerr bahs.. we didn't talk much during tis week. we didn't meet. we all lead our own lives. although on the surface, we r still a pair. but euu shld noe deep inside us, it's another different story. we both changed. we r no longer the same person. maybe nort euu, but fer miie.. i found another miie.
*cries* ='[
maybe euu r tired lerr bahs? euu seems tired with miie, tired with miie controlling euu. tired of trying so hard to follow my footsteps. tired of ur past 4 month's life with miie. life
of giving in to miie, life of being controlled and tied down. rite? maybe to euu, i'm juz a routine. a daily routine. the tone of ur "good nite, sweet dreams, slp tight tight, i love euu, muacks" is so monotone. it became ur daily routine. euu r so used to saying it tat it doesn't make a diffference if euu r saying it 1 more time.
actually. euu r a nice guy. i'm fortunate enuff to met euu. fortunate enuff to hab euu as my stead. my girl-friends r so jealous of miie. euu gave in to miie all times. bought stuffs which i wanted. trying so hard to cheer miie up everytime i had bad mood. bear up with miie whenever i vent my anger or even gave euu attitude. hais.. euu r so perfect to miie. euu told miie euu tried so hard to be my best stead. the best stead which i will nv forget. but euu said euu didn't manage to do it. euu r a failure. but.. it isn't tat way. to miie.. euu r already the best. none of my ex treated miie tis way. none.
but wot i wan isn't all tis. i need freedom. juz purely freedom. sometimes, i wanna meet up some guy fren. or i wanna talk to a fren hu is a boii.. i dun dare to tell euu.. i'm afraid tat euu will get jealous. it's nort wrong to hab fren hu is from another gender. its fine fer miie. euu noe it. but i dun tink euu will agree to it. haiis.. i dun wan euu to sort of lyk "tag" with miie all times. i hab my own world to live in. my own time to spare. my own frens to b with. but mean while, i need the company of euu. but it's juz tat after being with euu. i lost track of my own stuffs. euu understand?
today is the 8th.. 3 more days to ur birthday.. i dun tink euu gonna invite miie to celebrate it with euu bahs? hais.. nvm den. wish euu a happi birthday.. dun worry, i wun forget ur gift. but maybe it's gonna b a be-lated one. sorriie.. after blogging tis entry. i'm nort sure whether we'll be together again. i hope so bahs. things changed too fast within tis week. i couldn't cope with it. i tink things gonna end it a sad way. haiis.. maybe it's time fer miie to let euu off ler bahs. let euu off to find ur own life.. without miie controlling euu.. without miie buzzing around euu all times. shld i? haiis.. seems tat euu r happi with ur new life in tis week. maybe w/o miie.. euu will be happier? maybe.
*sighs*
what we could have been, 9/08/2005 11:52:00 PM.
today.. hab training da morning.. den after tat went seoul garden at 1pm fer lunch with bball members.. plus coach and miss cheng.. lols.. we had lunch fer 3 and a half hrs..! the few surviors r miie... amelia.. jasmine.. and yinn.. hehes.. everybody gave up whn we continued eating.. dey was so irrated and frustrated cuz dey waited another half an hr fer us to finish up our food.. but we still slowly eat our ICE CREAM and DESSERT.. lols.. it was nice lorr.. the "ice-kachang" hors.. gort 1 ice shaver beside der.. den we dun even noe how to use the thingy.. den inside also no ice.. den we anihow throw ice cube inside.. also duno the machine will spoil anot.. hahas.. dun care.. wot ever.. =X
den after tat.. we went to take neo prints..! hehes.. our fav norhs.. wait scan lerr den show euu all.. okie okie? wait till amelia send miie pics den i upload okie? i forgot to bring my digital cam along.. sorriiie.. = [
aniiway..
ii fell in <3 wib 1 song sang by kelly.. i like the lyrics.. omg.. super nice..
zai jing zi qian mian
wo shi ge bei ai de nu ren
ta jiu zai men wai
zhe ge zhou muo wo ke yi yi lai zai ta xiong huai
zai qing ren mian qian
wo hai shi dan shen de nu ren
ai luo que le yuan fen
wo xiang wo zhi neng yong qing zhi shen dan bu neng tai ren zhen
wei she me bei ai you shi que jue de bei ai
wei she mei wo hai shi hai pa yi ge ren xing lai
wei she me xiang ai ri zi que ren ran kong bai
wei she me ni zou bu dao wo de wei lai
rang ai gu ding xia lai wo bu hui yong yuan qing chun ke ai
wo de mei yao ni and wen rou bang wo bao liu xia lai
rang ai gu ding xia lai wo he ni bu yao bu yao fen kai
wo bu yao ai yi zai yi zai cai pai
wo bu shi mei qi shi lian hou dou neng cong xing zai lai
den after tat.. we went to take neo prints..! hehes.. our fav norhs.. wait scan lerr den show euu all.. okie okie? wait till amelia send miie pics den i upload okie? i forgot to bring my digital cam along.. sorriiie.. = [
aniiway..
ii fell in <3 wib 1 song sang by kelly.. i like the lyrics.. omg.. super nice..
zai jing zi qian mian
wo shi ge bei ai de nu ren
ta jiu zai men wai
zhe ge zhou muo wo ke yi yi lai zai ta xiong huai
zai qing ren mian qian
wo hai shi dan shen de nu ren
ai luo que le yuan fen
wo xiang wo zhi neng yong qing zhi shen dan bu neng tai ren zhen
wei she me bei ai you shi que jue de bei ai
wei she mei wo hai shi hai pa yi ge ren xing lai
wei she me xiang ai ri zi que ren ran kong bai
wei she me ni zou bu dao wo de wei lai
rang ai gu ding xia lai wo bu hui yong yuan qing chun ke ai
wo de mei yao ni and wen rou bang wo bao liu xia lai
rang ai gu ding xia lai wo he ni bu yao bu yao fen kai
wo bu yao ai yi zai yi zai cai pai
wo bu shi mei qi shi lian hou dou neng cong xing zai lai
what we could have been, 9/08/2005 12:08:00 AM.
Friday, September 2
haiis.. i lazy to talk much.. i'm nort in the mood.. aniway no one understands miie.. NO ONE.
his cookies..
his cookies..
the star shaped ones r didi's cookie.. the other one is howard's mama cookie..
a nice pic of ah boi.. taken by miie.. ^^]
hais.. juz nort in da mood.. sorriie to anione hu i had offence during my bad mood period.. sorriie.. hais.. wo hao xiang go beach.. but i dun tink my parents will let miie go bahs.. hais.. stressed up.. i miish da blue blue sea..
what we could have been, 9/02/2005 10:00:00 PM.
hais.. i'm crying nw.. duno because of his sweetness in the testii which made miie cry or isit the disappointment euu gave miie made miie cry.
maybe to euu.. euu may tink tat i am too concentrating on my f&n coursework tat i isolated euu.. but euu r wrong.. hab euu ever tink of y i came home so late? y i started my coursework so late? euu didn't. i can assure tat. hais.. to tell euu the truth. ya.. i went rene's hse.. main motive is to bake cake and cookie fer nataline.. but another purpose is miie.. rene and gal wanted to made cookies fer euu guys.. euu all noe? ii wanted to give euu all surprise tats y i didn't wan euu to come and look fer miie.. tats y i summon up my courage to walk home alone at nite. 8 plus summore.. euu tot i nort afraid? den sorriie.. euu r wrong.. i was terrified. the nite was so silent.. i was imaging tings.. but euu didn't noe.. reached home.. had my dinner.. after watching superstarr.. immediately i started doin my coursework.. i haven wrap ur cookies yet. i didn't even hab time to blog my own stuffs.
i was trying so hard to rush thru my coursework.. meanwhile, euu mistook miie.. i may hab vent my anger on euu.. i may hab sae someting to made euu upset.. but i wanted to complete my coursework juz to call euu and wish euu a happi anniversary. but i didn't make it. ended up. i'm crying so terribly. i find myself so stupid. so foolish. stupidly baking cookies fer euu.. foolishly trying to rush thru work in order to talk to euu.. but euu didn't appreciate it. i'm juz so stupid.
forget abt it. euu all juz dun understand miie.
maybe to euu.. euu may tink tat i am too concentrating on my f&n coursework tat i isolated euu.. but euu r wrong.. hab euu ever tink of y i came home so late? y i started my coursework so late? euu didn't. i can assure tat. hais.. to tell euu the truth. ya.. i went rene's hse.. main motive is to bake cake and cookie fer nataline.. but another purpose is miie.. rene and gal wanted to made cookies fer euu guys.. euu all noe? ii wanted to give euu all surprise tats y i didn't wan euu to come and look fer miie.. tats y i summon up my courage to walk home alone at nite. 8 plus summore.. euu tot i nort afraid? den sorriie.. euu r wrong.. i was terrified. the nite was so silent.. i was imaging tings.. but euu didn't noe.. reached home.. had my dinner.. after watching superstarr.. immediately i started doin my coursework.. i haven wrap ur cookies yet. i didn't even hab time to blog my own stuffs.
i was trying so hard to rush thru my coursework.. meanwhile, euu mistook miie.. i may hab vent my anger on euu.. i may hab sae someting to made euu upset.. but i wanted to complete my coursework juz to call euu and wish euu a happi anniversary. but i didn't make it. ended up. i'm crying so terribly. i find myself so stupid. so foolish. stupidly baking cookies fer euu.. foolishly trying to rush thru work in order to talk to euu.. but euu didn't appreciate it. i'm juz so stupid.
forget abt it. euu all juz dun understand miie.
what we could have been, 9/02/2005 12:59:00 AM.
